Wednesday, January 26, 2011

CHILD IN ME..........

I walk on the road
i find a nut
i bend look around pick it up and eat it
it is not me....it is a child in me

I see someone
i get impressed
i walk close to him and kiss him
its not me...its a child in me

I walk without umbrella in the rains
i fall in love with the splashes
i dance and then slip on the ground
its not me ...its a child in me

sometimes i hate a person
i make a face
i push him /her and run away
its not me...its a child in me

I lick the lollypop
and let the syrup drool over every where
i play with the sand
its not me ...its a child in me

while i sleep
i hug my mom
i keep my leg on my dad's tummy
i take the whole blanket
its not me...its a child in me

i make paper boat
and place it in running stream
i follow it till the end
and when it drowns i cry like insane
its not me ........its a child in me

i eat the petals of rose
i make my lips red by rubbing flowers on them
i catch the butterfly
its not me...its a child in me


i lick my fingers while eating the food
i run away with my friends
i sit on the back of my pet dog
its not me...its a child in me

i will keep doing things which grown ups cant
i keep myself alive in me
its not me anyway ...its a child in me

I AM SCARED OF BEING LOVED..........

The feeling of ........I am scared of being loved is so haunting that it makes me ask to myself why so....?it happens..... is it because of sufferings in life,trauma people face that they feel horrified when love knocks at their door that they don't even open the door to let it come inside and heal their broken souls.
It is a wrong act i will say ,one should always grab love whenever where ever it is in vicinity...... why to be scared ,one should not behave like a coward ,be daring ,be impulsive should be the attitude which actually empowers us to live and to be loved.
True love indeed is very hard to find ,people search for their whole lives to find it,but damn it yaar i mean who is bothered of true love,instead it should be only love for me........!
The more words we add before love like true, selfless etc etc the more it is hard to find,why to make things hard,let them be simple ,easy and simplicity just lies in the act that be close to the person who touches your heart anyway.
Enjoy the company of the person with whom you feel that life is still worth living,dont think just act attitude makes life and love more easy to be cherished.
Throw away the baggage which haunts our soul night and day.
Give love a way to reach you ,feel blessed if you come across it anyhow,anyway.
START LIVING,START LOVING..................GO ON...AND ON

Sunday, January 23, 2011

I LOVE YOU......AND YOU......?

once i woke up in the morning
my heart full of unknown desires which were true
i wanted to be in the arms of someone
to just know the answer of I LOVE YOU AND....... YOU?

MY LONELINESS SOMETIMES HAUNTS ME
I WANT TO BE WASHED AWAY TO THE SHORE OF SEA
is there someone for me i have no clue
I still want to know  I LOVE YOU AND........... YOU?

The nights are restless like a day
am i in love? ....yes in some way
for me the sky always remains blue
and whole day i search the answer I LOVE YOU AND .......YOU?

My trust keeps me alive
I am trying my best to survive
I BELIEVE IN ME AND YOU
AND ONEDAY I WILL GET THE ANSWER OF
I LOVE YOU.....AND YOU!

MOVIE THAT TOUCHED MY HEART

OH WOW!
is the feel when i saw this wonderful movie ....GUZAARISH....
which defines love in its own way, which explains emotions which are little hard to be understood by "MANGO PEOPLE".
After watching this marvellous piece of cinema i somehow believed that
love can be undemanding if one actually believes in it and if one knows the true meaning of it.
It can be so REAL,so PASSIONATE,so GIVING,and so ULTIMATE,but the condition is that it should be around you in any form.
But is it prevailing in this real world or is it just a picturised version ,makes me bit nervous and makes me think too that is it very difficult to love anyone without demanding anything in return....?
Why pepole need return,why don't they carry on with the things which give them pleasure.
Asking for retrun spoils the chemistry in realtionships,Relationships should be kept just SIMPLE and PURE,then only love plays its role effortlessly.......movie says so,i believe it too.....
I think we are so very complicated that we are in habit of making simple things complicated too.Can we change ourselves,YES indeed but we don't want to actually.
After watching GUZAARISH i too desire to love someone immensly without any expectations,i too desire to be understood by someone without uttering a word,i too desire to spend my life with someone charming and romantic no matter if he is a bed ridden kinds in any form
i want to be with someone who is paraplegic...........
MY DESIRES ARE UNTAMED
I LOVE MY DESIRES   

I WANT TO BE LOVED LIKE.............

I want to be loved like a pillow
on which you love to rest your head
when you want to relax

I want to be loved like your shirt
whom you carress and wear
on you and praise that it suits you

I want to be loved like a quilt
inside which you slip in
and hold it around you touching you
so closely and intimately

I want to be loved like a fried fish
which you hold in your hand
and then savour  it to calm down your appetite

I want to be loved like a raindrop
which enters through your window pane
and land on your cheek and you enjoying and then wiping it
off with your hand smiling

I want to be loved like your cellphone
which always remain close to you in your hand
and your fingers every second moment
touching and feeling its texture

I want to be loved like a
fallling star in the moonlit night
which when you see makes you wish something
and it brings joy to you

I want to be loved like a
wave in the sea
which touches your feet when it hits the shore
and electrifies your soul 

I want to be loved forever and ever
in every possible way out
i want to loved as a part of you.

BEWARE .

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